Mediocrity
December 8th, 2006 at 12:50 PM — ♥[2]
Okay so I tried out for this solo for Treble Choir. I didn’t get it. I’m not totally upset about the fact that I didn’t get it, more so about the fact that I’m mediocre. I’m not good enough. Everyone else is better than me. Why can’t I be at that level? I’m very happy for the girl who got it, she totally deserves it, but I just don’t understand why I can’t be that good. I’m always underneath everyone else. I understand that everyone has their talents, but I seem to be good at everything. Just good though. Not excellent at one thing. I’m mediocre with art, singing, and all my other damn classes. Why? Why can’t I just be REEEAALLY good at one thing? That would make life so much easier any way. I would know what the hell I want to do with my life. Maybe giving up would just be easier. See.. for all of you who think I’m good enough, here’s proof. I’m not. I should just stop trying.
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Katie
God Damn It Kaite!! why do you talk like that. first of all you shouldnt be mad that you didnt get the solo and you should be happy that you even tried for it. seccondly you have massive talent in art. yeah, its not a monet but its what you do. sometimnes i wish i can play guitar like people that are better than me, but i dont let it get to me. i make the best out of it. and for someone who says that they arent good at anything, they are wrong cause you are an awesome friend. you shouldnt give up cause then you arent being yourself. so you are good at everything, thats something to be proud of cause how many people are good at everything. some people are really good in one area but arent in others so for you to sit there and complain that you are goon in everything isnt something you should be complaining about. and for someone who strives for their best and for as long as i knew you you always raised the bar for your goals. thats something that you shold be proud of. there will always be another solo or there will always be another audition but there wont be another shot at life so dont give up on it and dont say that your not good enough because you are. you are someone who i look up to because i wish i had the motivation and school smarts you do. so dont throw it all away and dont give up cause you dont deserve it to be that way. leave it for the kids who arent good at anything and dont want to do anything. but use your goodness to do the best you can. dont get mad because things arent going your way kaite. move on and look ahed for the road will be a winding one, you will need to not give up inorder to make the journey. so dont give up alright? if it seemed like i am pissed im sorry but for you to say that angers me because you dont deserve it. feel better and ill ttyl.
Comment by Taylor — December 8, 2006 @ 6:47 pm
God Damn it Katie !!! What do you mean your not good enough Kat? R u kidding me Kate! Hey im kinda good at singing that dosent mean im going to pursue it as a career. Another thing is im good at certain songs . . . like maybe B found that this sond wasnt for your vioce type . . . I know what you mean when you say you dont know what to do with your life as a career. . . Kate plenty for people go in as indicided . . . look at Dom degatano. . . hes in washington as undecided and i know by the time you have to pick something out for college you will have a slight idea in what you wanna do and you know i will totally back you up on it . . . You can do anything that you want and anything that makes you happy . . Its your life for Christ Sake!!! NEVER GIVE UP !!! Always be that leader be strong and on the way your friends will help you . . . i know i will *smiles* I love you very much and hope this will come out of your pretty little head . . . if not just talk to me about it . . . yah know one day i might need to redesign my aparatment or house and i would like to know a close personal friend *wink wink * you
Comment by vanessa — December 12, 2006 @ 6:45 am